Smile(:

2009-07-05T01:10:00.002+08:00

I'VE MOVED! :D
Thank you faithful readers of my blog.
I'm really grateful :D
ask if you wanna know where (:

2009-07-04T23:37:00.003+08:00

Thanks guys who've wished me 'get well soon'
it has really brightened my day! :D
I feel better already! (:

Feelings, bottled up, bottles up.

Sick, still

2009-07-04T01:00:00.002+08:00

i didn't go to school again today. and today i went to the clinic.
i had to go through some retarded swine flu thingy.
but oh well, thank God! i don't have H1N1! haha
i seriously won't wanna get a stupid virus like swine flu. Thank God!!! X10000000000000 and more
but also at the same time it kinda sucks cos i cannot do alot of stuff.
like go out and have fun so on..
But, just in case la.. i'll be safe and stay at home
I pray i'll get better soon!

love me for who i am.

sick

2009-07-02T15:13:00.002+08:00

I DIDN'T GO TO SCHOOL TODAY!
well, not because i'm lazy but because i'm up with flu, sore throat, cough and headache
it's kinda bad especially the sore throat. i think i sound like a guy with a high voice now. HAHA
my sister said i has breathing very loudy last night and she couldn't sleep. it's getting weird because i just had like 12 hours of sleep and then i just went to sleep again and slept a full 4 hours! so i've actually slept 16 hours! which = crazyness! anyways, i'll be going back to school tomorrow. ):
i hope i can learn to enjoy school

love me for who i am

I really had fun :D

2009-06-28T01:07:00.011+08:00

Happy belated birthday me! :D
i really had fun today. Even though there were times where i really got embarrassed, it was fun! :D
I really LOVE my gifts! all of them are just AWESOME!
THANKS
-Joyna and gang for the two cards, the little balls which contained little misses and mr mens and the towel! haha i think it's super cute seriously!! (:
-Evelyn for the flower! i'm trying my best to keep it alive! :D i love it!
-Gabrielho, Joyna, and James for the bag! it's nice! :D I really like it! (:
-Arthur, Ivan, Evelyn (i guess. i didn't exacly get who it was from, sorry! ) for the Bible! it's really pretty! i like it ALOT!
-Andes, Jonathan and Gabrielgnin for the slippers! even though their too small i still really like them! they're really pretty! (:
-Karina for the hairband! i'll wear it often! (:
-Estherlye, Dayna, Marcus, Clifton, Stanley and David for the card and the little stuff in the box! and thank you Esther for the photo! it's really nice! (:
-Valerie for the notebook and the card! it's cute and pretty! (:
-Shereen and Joshua for the baloon and the card! the card is really cool! it has 3 sides! :D
-Joycelyn for the STITCH. thanks for remembering that i liked that particular one! :D
-Pamelia and Stefanie for the key chain and the card! the key chain is really pretty! it has my name on it! :D
AND lastly! THANKS 3/4 FOR THE CARD! i heard that it was passed around for a few weeks!
Thanks ALOT! i really really like it! :D
THANK YOU EVERYONE WHO CAME TODAY!
i really enjoyed myself! :D
And, i really thank God for awesome people like you guys who make my day so much better sometimes!
I'm really VERY grateful to all of you who managed to make it and those who didn't and those who wished my happy birthday! :D THANK YOU SO MUCH!!
You guys are simply AWESOME!!

Many things are two-sided
But this feels like it's one-sided
So close yet so far
You're awesome girl. That's all i can say

Byebye holidays, Hello school!

2009-06-23T16:39:00.002+08:00

It seriously sucks when it's your holidays and you're at home and you've got nothing to do
Well, it's not because i didn't want to ask anyone out or anything
it's just that everyone is already out with their own friends! ):
well, and all i can do now is just stay home and blog about how much 'fun' it is to be at home ALONE!
Well, i did think if raving rabbits! but, my mom's student is at my house so i can't play raving rabbits! ): sucks! x2!
And i don't know if it's me, but my eyesight is getting alot worse!
seriously, i'm less then 50cm away from my computer screen and i already have to move closer to see the words
But seriously! me+glasses=totally UGLY
but me+contacts=daddy think it's too expensive and i would want both glasses and contacts if i do get contacts which also = MORE EXPENSIVE
so, conclusion - No glasses and no contacts ):
i wouldn't have wanted to get contacts and glasses if not for the fact that school is starting in less than a week! And i most probably won't survive in class without squinting my eyes! blehhh!!
I WISH I HAD PERFECT EYESIGHT
seriously man! it would have made things so much better!
especially when i'm watching movies! i will squint my eyes till my face looks like i'm constipated!
conclusion - Contacts!!!!!!!!!!!! + glasses too :D

2009-06-22T01:26:00.002+08:00

My eyes are about to shut but yet, i'm here blogging about i dont' know what
it's super coolinh now because i'm in my room that's super cold and it's dim cos only one light is on and i'm wearing my jacket and it feel like sipping down a bowl of campbell wild mushrooms soup :D
But, i'm about to head off to dreamland so, BYE PEOPLE! :D

I'M BACK PEOPLE! :D

2009-06-21T02:27:00.006+08:00

And, the title says it all
I'M BACK FROM CAMP!! :D
and i'm not kidding you, it was great! Pastor Jude Fouquier is just AWESOME!
alot of times, when he's preaching and all, even though i'm DEAD TIRED, his messages still get to me.. Even though i had alot of things that i was unhappy about during camp, i still told myself that i'm here at camp for God! And not to let those unhappy stuff keep me from drawing closer to God.
AND TESTIMONY TIME
i'd really wanna thank God for many many many things at camp that he has done for me
one of them is this
i've always very badly wanted my friends to accept Christ.. and many times when i try to tell them and ask them to THEEDGE or even for net outreaches, the usually turn it down.. But many times i didn't give up! i continued trying and trying till it reached a point that i sub-consciously stopped talking to them and listening to the devil telling me that there's no hope anymore. And it went on for a long time. i didn't talk to my 10/60 list friends about God and didn't ask them to EDGE and to net.. Once in a while i would have tried.. but i would have asked expecting a rejection, and maybe because i didn't expect a yes, i didn't get a yes. And i slowly stopped talking to my friends about Christ, totally..
Until one session when pastor Jude talked about how everyone can become a "preacher" and preach to people or maybe in my sense, reach out to people.. And during the alter call, we had everyone get prayed for and when i got prayed for, i knew God was doing something. After the prayer and session, it feels like this compassion has stirred up in me and i'm looking forward now to reaching out to my friends.. even though honestly, maybe upon a 100% of compassion i have only 40%-50%, i'm sure it'll come, slowly.. And what really shocked me was that the night after youth camp, i was talking to a friend who was kinda like a back-slidded christian.. or maybe to me more like a girl that goes to church but yet, does things that i wouldn't think of as a christian.. And she was talking to me about some stuff about some things that she did and i suddenly started telling her things that i didn't even know i was saying! i was telling her things like why she should go to church and how she should be like. and it all just came to me.. i didn't think about how she would have reacted and i didn't think of how she would think of me next time. i just wanted her to be right with God.
I'm sure this is a first step in really reaching out to my friends.. Because now all i can say is
WHY BE ASHAMED WHEN I'M NOT SHAME!
I'm talking about God to them! And God is NOT shame! so why be ashamed when talking about God all over and everywhere i go IS NOT SHAME!
So, i'm going to go ALL OUT in telling my friends about God! :D
I'M NOT ASHAMED UNLESS I AM SHAME!
Amen

here i am, holding the best flag in the world!
EMPIRO'S FLAG!!
EM-PI-RO EMPIRO!!!!!!!

YOUTH CAMP!!! :D

2009-06-17T23:50:00.002+08:00

I'm having loads of fun yet on the other hand, the same things are coming back, bugging me again.
I know this shouldn't be holding me back during youth camp but then yet, they just come back to me over and over again..
I prayed for many things and alot of them got answered (: Thank God!
Pastor Jude was awesome! i mean like, he's messages are totally AWESOME!! Real awesome (:
Thanks to Evelyn, at least had someone to talk to and complain to (: THANKS DEAR :D
And, I MISS JOYNA CHUA! ): ): ): Not like as if i have to see her every few days or something but, i kinda want someone to talk to and stick to ): kinda sad really..

"Dear God, i pray for strength, strength to carry on.."

All ready for camp

2009-06-15T12:43:00.005+08:00

Here i am, in Melaka sitting at Kenny Rogers waiting for my lunch right before i head to KL for YOUTH CAMP!! YAY!!! I wasn't exacly excited till i this morning when i realised that youth camp is in less than 5 hours away!!! :D
It was kinda funny, coming for camp early.. where we had to get another hotel to stay at. Together with my sister and Eeling, WEIRD! totally akward! it was kinda funny cos i was put in the same room with them.. Well, at least i did have a little fun and I BOUGHT A NEW PAIR OF PANTS!!! i super-de-duper like them!! Even though they're kinda weird when i put them on but who cares! IT'S PRETTY!!! :D And the best thing is that i only paid half of the price!! cos i managed to bribe Daddy to pay half of it for me :D hehe! yay! so, it was RM39.90 but i only paid RM20 :D and daddy paid the rest! (: SUPER HAPPY MAN! at least i can save some money for shopping on wednesday (:
CAMP CAMP CAMP!! YOUTH CAMP!!! :D

Fun

2009-06-13T02:58:00.001+08:00

The sleepover was fun but the things that i've been bothered by, they never leave me
Things are just not working out, they're getting messy. And i don't like it this way. I'll bear with her. I don't think it's going to get any better, but i'll bear with it. I will, i will
I pray for a better tomorrow.

other then that, MY HOLIDAYS ARE PASSING SO QUICKLY!!! D:
why why why? i remember jumping around the class hugging all my friends and shouting at them "MY HOLIDAYS ARE HERE!!!" And before you know it, i've only two weeks left!! ): one week left for youth camp, one for going out with friends and then GONE my holidays are gone
well, i'll enjoy it while i can! :D

Sore

2009-06-11T13:17:00.001+08:00

My eyes are sore. Really sore. But i don't think they even know why. I don't even think they know they are. They just don't care, they just can't be bothered. I sometimes just wish, just wish for more love.

Dear God i pray,
i pray for love, love here

I just don't know

2009-06-11T00:56:00.002+08:00

I don't know why they're this way. They're treating her way nicer than me. I really don't like it. And i'm really unhappy about it. Please God, help me feel welcome, just in this place. Where i can really love and be loved.
It's been a while.. a while since i've been this sad

Dear God i pray,
i pray for love, love here

2009-06-07T23:54:00.003+08:00

BLOGGER IS GIVING ME PROBLEMS

2009-06-04T22:42:00.000+08:00

I CUT MY HAIR!!! :D

Will update with photos soon! (:

2009-06-03T01:08:00.005+08:00

once again i'm back to doing this.
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well, i thought it's not worth at all! what for be like this over one stupid situation?
God is still in control. what can i overcome without Him? the answer is NOTHING

Keeping cool

2009-06-02T01:04:00.000+08:00

I just need to keep cool

It's getting crazy

2009-05-30T00:17:00.005+08:00

My holidays are HERE!!!! :D
i'm very happy yet very very upset because of my results. i didn't really do very well, in fact, i did kinda bad. hah
I'm getting very irritated now-a-days, because my class. i don't know what's their problem! LOOK! guys, i'm doing EVERYTHING for you guys but when do i see ANY of you saying a simple "thank you" or even just smiling at me or not blaming me for mistakes i make! I'll get over this. It's no big deal anyway.

The june holidays are finally here!! YAYx100 it's not very long but, it's 4WEEKS!! which is one month! It's my time to slack!! :D CHEERLEADING has got back to me! I suddenly wanted to cheer really badly! i don't know why! My cheer training has been pushed back alot! but i hope i can continue cheering SOON!!!!! NATIONAL CHEEROBICS 2010 HERE I COME!!!! :D

Paradise

2009-05-28T21:22:00.002+08:00

I LOVE THE BEACH!!!

2009-05-28T20:03:00.002+08:00

This actually proves that we DO NOT listen in class/pay attention/care that we cannot use our phones in class! HAHA!!

I can't believed it happened

2009-05-26T16:30:00.002+08:00

Today was the horriblest-st-st-st-st-st-st-st-st-st-st-st day ever! we got our shirts today and realised that my classmates name didn't get printed out! so we got to return the shirts and get the name printed! then i left school for home and realised i left my phone in class! so i went back to get it then left for home again together with Yunxuan and Ranjitha. THEN, on the bus i realised that i left my wallet in school!!! so i went back to take it then walked back to the bus stop to meet with Ranjitha. I cannot believe that i'm actually SOOO blur at times! and it's so irritating to be blur cos you literilly forget everything! but i hope now the shirts will be done properly with ALL the names printed on them THEN, i'll finally be less stressed out! Help me Lord!!

Mixed feelings

2009-05-23T23:33:00.003+08:00

School has been getting to me. The stress is making me go bonkus. I don't know what am i supposed to do either. Tell them off? But, it isn't so nice either. I'm getting mixed feelings.. i don't know if i should continue stressing myself but be responsible. Or i should just stop doing everything and be less responsible. I don't know if it's interfering with my studies but, i'm not doing well. maybe it is! maybe i'm just not trying hard enough. I don't know. I need the strength of the Lord. For i know, i cannot do anything without Him. Thank Him for everything

Heyy Chua!! (2)
Thanks so much for the encouragement in the past week! I'm sure i wouldn't be like that now if not for you. i felt so much better after being able to talk to you and tell you some things i never thought i would have ever told anyone. Biggggggggg THANK YOUs!!! Don't be unhappy too!
Thanks SOOOOO MUCH for the hug just now! i felt alot alot better after that! (: so many thank yous i've got to say, i don't think i'll ever finish if i type them all out! You're greaaaaaat! You're the BESTestsssssssssss friend in the world! I'm so fortunate to have you around me!!! :D THANK YOU LOADDDDDDSS!!!!
I LOVE YOUUUU!!!!! ♥

2009-05-19T20:46:00.002+08:00

We got to slack during music today.. My friend lent me this little "toy" that i could play with.. It's half like play dough.. but it's gooey and it looks really wet. But it's was fun to play with it! I don't really know who it's supposed to be but it kinda look a little like Joyna heh? Just that Joyna wears glasses and doesn't tie her hair like that.. But oh well, it was great work done! I spent at least 5 minutes on this! and it was really hard! My friends were wondering why i was so quiet out of a sudden.. I was too busy doing this! It was actually quite nice till i added in the eye balls.. haha.. then it turned a little creepy.. but well, It's still quite..... nice.... haha.. ( i hope!)

Well, it's been a while since i last blogged.. i just didin't feel like blogging.. i don't know why! but my weeks have been quite short! maybe it's because the last 2 weeks have been my exam weeks.. and i ended especially early.. haha! so it seemed pretty short.. I wish my weeks can always be this short! the stress is getting to me now! I'm starting to feel like i seriously need to buck up! In fact, I NEED TO BUCK UP! But it's my mini break now.. so...... I'll study again when school re-opens! This time, I WILL STUDY!

Lord, i'm in need of You! Lord, I'm desperate for You! Lord, i'm giving my all to You!

2009-05-03T23:13:00.003+08:00

Marcia loves me! (: (done by Marcia Tan)

i just had a short talk with Marcia aunty..
haven't talked to her like that in a longggg time!
it's been a while.. well, we talked about alot of nonsence
serious, not serious. alot alot..
but then at least i know all Marcia's secrets! heh heh!
well, at least i think i do know all her secrets.. haha
ok, my Mid-years are coming ):
well, they're actually tomorrow.. heh!
study study! studying as much as i can..
I WANT TO TO WELL FOR MY MID-YEAR EXAMS!
isn't this cool?
i'm typing in the middle of the post
and i'm using alot of space!

hmm.. i don't really like it this way.. heh

2009-05-02T23:35:00.002+08:00

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i just thought that this would be a better way to express how i feel without letting anyone know how i really felt.. haha!

2009-04-29T23:20:00.003+08:00

Have you ever wondered sometimes why so many horrible things happen to you? I have. And honestly, most of the time, i blame God..i will ask Him why He had to have things done that way and why didn't He get me out of it before it even came into my life.. Since He already knew what was going to happen..
Then one time when i was thinking about this question, someone came and told me that the reason why God actually puts troubles into your lives, is just so that you will know that He will be there. I'm sure that many of us won't call out to God unless we've got some troubles!
i had to do this cos i know of someone who is undergoing some really hard things now..
So, Hey! turn to God! (: He's the only one who understands your feelings! Sometimes even better than yourself! (: God loves you! And so do I! (: ( I seriously hope you know who you are)

2009-04-27T20:17:00.005+08:00

I have so many things i want to thank God for i think i cannot even write them all out on paper, i'll just finish all the paper in the world! One of the things i really really really have to thank God for is this- my relationship with God grew alot better since the last youth camp, and since then, i thought that since my relationship with God is so good, i wouldn't have to be worried about any thing anymore! but i realised that i was wrong. Only recently i felt that the Lord wasn't there for me. Even when i called out to Him, i couldn't hear His voice. it got really really dissapointing. And just this Saturday during worship at Edge, I got desperate for God. And as i was singing and worshipping, i could seriously feel the difference! I could feel the Holy spirit doing His job in me! As i worshipped, tears filled my eyes over and over again, and somehow i knew, that the Lord was there for me, i knew that the Lord was there to answer all my prayers!
But the next day, Sunday, it was totally different. Something happened and i questioned God why didn't He do a work in me unlike how he did a work in everyone else. i felt burdened, lost and empty. I didn't know who to turn to and i didn't know who could take me out of this situation.
So, i decided to turn to God in prayer. I got the guitar, and locked myself up in my room for quiet time with Jesus. And THEN, i felt the holy spirit coming through. again, tears ran down my face and i knew that God was doing something in me. After i prayed, i could feel the difference. i felt lighter and i felt like i was no longer burdened. It seriously felt like i was worry-less and all i had to do that night was to sleep peacefully because i knew that the Lord was with me!

2009-04-25T23:58:00.000+08:00

lavette says BYE BYE to stupid fever!!!!!!!!!! (:

2009-04-25T12:42:00.000+08:00

I'VE GOT A FEVER!!! ): please pray for me! (:

2009-04-21T21:33:00.003+08:00

"For God so loved the world, that He gave His one and only Son, that who ever believes in Him shall not perish but have everlsting life" John 3:16

While we were yet sinners Christ died for us. This is the love of Christ. It's so amazing! (: There is no greater love than His!

2009-04-20T19:30:00.001+08:00

I'm far too lazy to blog

The Unconditional Love

2009-04-13T23:24:00.006+08:00

letters from war - mark schultz

tears fill my eyes time and time again when i watch this video. it just shows the unconditional love a mother has for her children. How she longs for then to grow up to be successful and always want the best for them. Even if it takes her days, weeks, months, years, she'll do it. When no one is there to tell you you're great, you're outstanding, she'll be there. No matter what, she always wants the best for you. Even as i'm typing this, tears are filling my eyes, she might be doing things sometimes totally out of what you're expecting, what you're wanting. But, it's always for you're own good. No mother in this world, does not want the best for her child.
Thank you Mom! You're great! I love you!

"You are good, and you're brave
What a father that you'll be some day.
Make it home, make it home"

2009-04-12T23:59:00.002+08:00

i just got back from GNS and i'm so glad that
-i felt the presence of God
-the miracles were just GREAT!
-Lynette came to Christ!!
-i met planetshakers!

it's been tiring, it's been chaotic. but all in all, we thank God for the great things He has done for the people of Singpapore. Nothing is impossible!

2009-04-11T00:34:00.002+08:00

i just got back from Good News Singapore and i'm telling you, it was AWESOME! it was just great! the atmosphere was good everything just fell into place! miracles happened one after another and i;m expecting many many many more tomorrow! Ultimately, i just want to thank God for being there at the stadium today. i really felt His presence and the Holy spirit.. Amen!! (:

anyways, apart from that, i'm superbly tired! it's really really been a very very very long day! i woke up at about 10am. went to shower.. slacked then reached the indoor stadium at about 130++pm it was so boring so we went to the kallang leisure park for lunch etc.. but my dad had to go back early and it started raining so we all rushed back..so, i waited ALONE~~ from about 230-4! and then when pamela came, i went to do all the counseller stuff and whatever.. heh. then we got all hyped up when it was about to begin and thank God for the GREAT response!
tomorrow is going to be another.. maybe not so long day for me..i'll be bringing my friends! (: but i don't know where to sit tomorrow! ): but i'll most probably be sitting with the 3/4rians.. well, it's been a long day! and i'm sure everyone else is also telling you about how great today was!
but most of all, we thank God! :D

2009-04-09T21:08:00.003+08:00

I'm beginning to think i live in a sauna

it's starting to get so hot these days! humid weather! maybe it's the cause of the weather, i've been getting mood swings! it's definitely not PMS! because it's not the right time! and besides, i hate it when the weather is extremely hot! it seriously gets me on my nerves! and i don't know why! i suddnly am beginning to like the rain alot more! not that i like being IN the rain but, it's alot better then the weather now.. the weirdest thing of this weather is that it's not really hot. it's very HUMID! where you don't sweat but then it's not cos it's cooling or something! it's just cause the weather is humid!
i'm very tired! i had very little sleep last night. don't ask why! unless you know the reason! heh.. but the funniest thing is that even though i had only three and a half hours of sleep, i didn't get very tired in school today! well, i still did fall asleep in chinese class but that was because it was very boring! even when i got on the bus, i didn't feel tired! ok maybe i felt tired but i didn't feel like i was in need of sleep badly! maybe it's because i had alot of sleep yesterday so my body doesn't need that much rest anymore.. but NOW it's starting to hit me.. i'm starting to get very very very very tired.. i just got up from a 2-3hour nap and somehow, it feels like i didn't sleep at all. i'm feeling far more tired then before i slept!
LAVETTE! GET SOME REST!

facebook quiz

2009-04-09T16:56:00.001+08:00

Lavette took the What part should you play in Worship Ministry? quiz and the result is Guitarist

Whether are you a lead guitarist or rhythm guitarist, you enjoy the freedom of playing and interpreting songs just as you would express it as if it were your own song. If you are the lead guitarist in a band, you take your place as a part of a group. You support and are supported by the rhythm guitarist, keyboards player, bassist and drummer. Until the solo. Then it's your moment of glory! Sure you have your favorite players who inspired you to begin studying the guitar, but how do you make the solo you are playing "your own"? Stamping your guitar playing with your own character starts with the WAY you play. Whether or not you just learn riffs and/or scales without any real repetitive practice to get your finger strength up is going to show in the way you present your guitar solos. It boils down to your physical control of the instrument. The degree to which you are master of this particular domain!

sick sick sick!!

2009-04-08T12:55:00.002+08:00

it's been ages since i REALLY fell sick.. well, i'm not really sick actually.. just that i'm coughing till i'm getting pains all over.. it's kinda uncomfortable cos it's so irritating every time i cough! like pain and it seriously sounds super gross! so, mummy daddy decided to let me stay home to rest since even if i go to school, i'll most probably end up calling my dad to bring me home.. but yet since i didn't go to school, i need to go to the polyclinic! but i'm SUPER SUPER not in the state to leave the house! but yet, mummy wants me to go! ahh!! but you see, i have medicine at home! i can actually just ask my dad to write a letter saying i'm not feeling well then just take the medicine that's at home.. i don't know! i hate going to the polyclinic but i also hate having to wake up early to go to school! lets just hope daddy will be willing to write my school a letter telling them that i REALLY wasn't feeling well!
NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE!

2009-04-06T15:25:00.004+08:00

so many things happened but i was to lazy to blog.. but now, since i'm free.. i shall just blog it all in one post! lets just start from last satutrday. my phone was stolen, and i had to survive phoneless for one day! so, i decided to go get myself a prepaid card. i went to get one after school and paid $15 for a card that only has $10! and it took me at least 10min to realise that i got cheated! ):but as you know, i'm very shy! (haha) so i decided not to go back to ask for my money back.. so i went home blackfaced! and i'm so upset now because i've got to save asve save money!! if i don't, i can say bye to all the recess-es for the next week! i don't know how am i going to save! i'll be going out today, maybe not tomorrow, i've got handdbell tomorrow, i'm going shopping on thursday and there's GNS on friday and so on.. i don't really like it when i'm so packed up on weekdays but yet on the other hand, i love spending time with my friends! yet, i also love staying at home and sleeping/eating/slacking etc.. so i like it when i can balance out by going out on maybe 2 days and staying at home one to save money, two to control myself so i can STUDY! my mid-years are coming very very soon! and i'm never studying! it's been so long that i actually sat down and seriously studied.. i'm sure it's going to be hard to go back into that i need to study feeling! well still, i have to study so, bless me and i'm off to study! (maybe)

2009-04-04T23:21:00.000+08:00

Lavette's day SUCKED! ):
(can't elaborate more)

2009-04-01T20:58:00.000+08:00

I LOVE MY SIS!!! :D

2009-03-30T18:52:00.001+08:00

i hate it when i start to break down.

2009-03-25T21:54:00.002+08:00

How different will you live your life if you knew you only had one day left live?
Live life to the fullest. Praise God like tomorrow is never coming. Reach out to the people around you with such urgency like you'll never see them ever again! So what are you waiting for?! Live life to the fullest! Praise God like never before! Reach out fast! quick! Drag no more! GO GO GO! (:

SYNERGY NIGHT

2009-03-25T11:38:00.002+08:00

it was my first time stepping into the esplanade concert hall yesterday and it was super pretty! even though i got the lousiest seat, the view was still good! well, that's what you get for paying the lowest ticket price, the lousiest seat! well, it still was good! For the first time in my life yesterday, i enjoyed HANDBELL so much! i actually realised that the handbell music is really really beautiful!!! if any of the handbell girls see this, YOU PEEPS DID GREAT!!! maybe because i really enjoy music alot, yesterday even though i was a loner and sat all on my own, i still enjoyed it so much that i wanted them to just perforn and perforn and perform! especially the handbellers! on the whole, yesterday's synergy night was just GREAT GREAT GREAT!!! but the ending was really funny! i can't believe they actually wraped up the event with my school song! but still, i really really enjoyed it!

2009-03-23T22:22:00.002+08:00

i can't believe i'm doing this!
i'm so super very bored and i'm actually blogging just because i'm bored! well, it's a good way to kill time! even though i have to do some stuff for school tomorrow, i'm still so bored on the computer!
once again i say, i can't believe i'm doing this!

Thank God for elearning week!

2009-03-23T20:49:00.002+08:00

it's elearning week!!! and i've got synergy night tomorrow! it's gonna be a super super super long day! school, then meeting up with annabelle to discuss the outreach games, then going for synergy night!
i can't believe i just paid $20 to go watch my school's esthetics CCAs perform! well, at least it's at the esplanade! which makes things way cooler!
well i think i can officially say that i think handbell it just really really tiring!! i like it but, why must they always drag drag drag until soo late?

MY HOLIDAYS ARE OVER!

2009-03-22T22:21:00.002+08:00

my holidays are OVER! it's so depressing because i just started to get used to the nice, good-feeling holiday mood and the holidays are over! i've got another 10 weeks to go before my one month holiday comes up! which to come to think of it, it's not very long! look, i've only got another 2 and a half months to go before one month of slacking!!! AND YOUTH CAMP! isn't that great? all i need to do is just occupy my entire term 2 and soon, my holidays are here again! HOW I WISH EVERYDAY WAS A HOLIDAY!!!!!!!!

2009-03-19T23:52:00.002+08:00

"Even when i walk through the dark valley of death, i will not be afraid, for you are close beside. Your rod and staff protect and comfort me." Psalm 23:4

i just came home and my eyes are about to shut any moment. it's been a LONG day.... For me! and i'm just looking forward to jumping on my bed and going into my dreamland! i don't know why am i still blogging even though i really want to sleep but still, i love to blog!
In all things, i thank God for everything i have! (:
it's been a day!

2009-03-18T14:02:00.003+08:00

it's a wednesday and i'm so bored so i'm blogging.. i woke up about half an hour ago.. and it's been ages since i've had soo much sleep! well, it's bacause today is my only free day of the march holidays so i can afford to sleep sleep and sleep the whole day! i was supposed to go out today but somehow all my friends couldn't make it last minute. so, i just had to stay at home and rot.. maybe other then using the computer, i can do more extra quiet time with God! (:

BACK FROM ENCOUNTER!!

2009-03-17T21:42:00.003+08:00

i went for encounter expecting lots of things to happen during my stay there.. even though i didn't cry as much as i expected myself to(i still did cry alot though), i know that God has done something in my life..
i went for encounter with hurts from past that i might not even remember.. but God brought them back to me and let me clearly know that He loves me still. and now as i look back at what has happened at the encounter, i know God has done something BIG and SIGNIFICANT in my life the past one day and a half!

ENCOUNTER!!

2009-03-15T23:45:00.004+08:00

heeeooo! i'm going for encounter tomorrow!!! (: and i'm all prepared to go there and come back a totaly different person! well, i was supposed to go with Marcia at first, but she couldn't make it, so it became Valerie.. but i just got a call from her telling me that she can't go too!! ): well, but after all, encounter is for me to ENCOUNTER GOD! not to spend time with my friends.. so, even though it's going to be just me and me alone.. i'll still have fun and i'll still encounter God! (: i'm actually really excited because my last encounter was pre-teens encounter.. well, they all said that pre-teens encounter is nothing compared to youth encounter! hmm, i hope so too! (:

edge yesterday was just great!! i don't know how more can i eleborate on it but to just say that i know that God has plans for me! and He does not want to let the past control me. Thank God for everything! (:

God can do miracles!!

2009-03-14T10:36:00.004+08:00

God can do miracles! i can very confidently say so because i've experienced many many many during my walk with Christ. miracles are happening everyday, every hour, every minute, every second. God is doing miracles all the time! but yet, we have to start by asking God for help. Yesterday's net lesson was on prayer. prayer works! it really does.. it says in matthew 7:7 "Ask, and it will be given you. Seek, and you will find. Knock, and it will be opened for you." Ask!
Prayer is powerful! it is a form of communication with God. when you need someone to talk to, but no one's there, you can look to God! when you're in trouble, when you're misunderstood, God will get you out of it! God never doubts you. nor will he forsake you!
God is my strength! You can make Him yours too! (:

2009-03-12T17:11:00.002+08:00

my term one results are out! i didn't do well. I NEED TO START STUDYING!

looking back at the past 2-3 months of 2009! (:

2009-03-10T21:39:00.005+08:00

it's finally the end of term one and as i look back at the past 2-3 months of 2009, so many things have happened..
i moved into a new environment, SHSS!! not liking it at the start. but as i started to spend more time with my 1H FRIENDS, i realised that they too play a big part in my life!
here are some people i wanna say thank you to! i've been wanting to do this for a long long time but i never had the time to type it all out.. but since i've got the time, i'll just make it quick and say all the Thank You-s that i've got to say! (: i know this is a little retarded but i've just got to say it!
firstly, GOD! thank you Jesus for pulling me through the past few months! and for everything else i can ever think of! Thank you for the never-ending love you've showered on me no matter how must i disappoint you.. Thank you Jesus!!!
Then comes my family, mummy, daddy, thank you loads for everything! for being there for me since i was born and for providing me with everything i have now! the two people i'm so greatful to, the two people i love so much that i can't say it out neither can i express it out in any other way..
LYNETTE CHUA! the one i love so much i cannot explain it out in words.. the one i think gives me the best advice in the world!
now next, church!
Joyna, the one who always listens when i have lots of crap to say! the one who i've got loads of memories with! the one who can never be replaced by anyone! the one who i know i can rely on no matter what! (: the one who never lets me feel left out! Estherlim! the great great first ever net leader whom i know i can talk to when i'm troubled! the one who keeps a smile on her face all the time!! Marciatan! my discipler! the one who i know all her secrets!the one who i know trusts me! (: Evelyn, the skinny girl i know that eats and never grows fat! the girl who i remember making friends with her by pulling her hair! haha. Valerie! the net leader of mine who loves me and who i love! one of the first few people in the 3/4 youth who talked to me and made friends with me! (:i love the feeling! (:
James, the one who came to me and asked me to thank him.. Thankyou james! heh!
1H!! firstly. Adiel! the one girl who is so funny and likable and the one who makes me feel comfortable in school! (: then comes Joey! the one who greets me good morning every day.. the one who never fails to make me laugh! (: Rachel! the one girl who i'm always worried about.. the one who is always worried if i'm angry or not.. and the one who has the cutest eyes!!! (: Yunxuan, my go-home mate! the one who i always go home with whenever my ez-link card has got no money! the one who is retarded in the inside but is super quiet on the outside!

these are the peeps! please tell me if i've left you out! (:

2009-03-10T21:33:00.002+08:00

" we are pressed on every side by troubles, but we are not crushed and broken. we are perplexed, but we don't give up and quit. we are hunted down but God never abondons us, we get knocked down, but we get up again and keep going." 2 corinthians 4:8-9
Amen!

2009-03-06T23:36:00.002+08:00

we've officially multiplied!! (: wooooo!! i believe my net is the biggest of all the sk nets because it's really kind of big. i'm happy with my net! Thank God also for my awesome new net leader, VALERIE!! (:

MY NEW URL(:

2009-03-05T22:42:00.002+08:00

i've just changed my blog's url to this! congratulations if you've managed to find it!(: i actually sent out a mass-email to everyone but seems like almost no one saw it): and i had to go around being very excited and telling every one about my new and very cool blog url!! i seriously think it's quite cool bacause it's 10x cooler than my old blog url.. which was created when i was like p5? so, i've just decided to change it (:

2009-03-02T17:35:00.005+08:00

IT'S MONDAY! once again! i've really got to thank God i made it through last week! and thaks to my friends who were willing to spend time with me(: THANKS! but mostly, i'd just like to thank God for pulling me through! not just the previous week, but the whole of this year. THANK YOU JESUS!!(:

went out with JoeyTan today(: had loads of fun! well, when i asked her out i actually ment to like hang out and walk walk! but then when we got there she went " later go do homework ah!" so, i was just like "eh, ok" so we ended up doing our homework.. the whole few hours..miss hardworking!

(that's Joey by the way.. just thought she looked a little like me)

done by: miss hardworking!!

2009-02-27T14:34:00.002+08:00

it's finally friday but i somehow am not very happy about it. don't asl why, cos i don't know too! this week was horrible!! handbell was mad! chinese is boring! history is tiring! maths is nerve breackin! english is pointless! PE is tiring! DEP is weird! CME is irritating! science is confusing! lit is crazy! music has links to handbell! everything is just CRAZY! well, i've just got to learn how to leave everything to God(:

our first net ouchreach is TODAY!! it's so exciting cos we're doing a mis-match party(: it sounds quite cool. and i've already got my retarded mis-match clothes ready.. i think it's going to be very very retarded!! and i can't believe i actually came up with all these retarded dressings! well, at least i won't be the only one with weird clothes on myself.. everyone will have weird clothes!! hahaha! i'm super prepared to laugh and laugh and laugh at everyone with their weird clothes!! hopefully i don't dress overly mis-matched then it'll become retarded girl party! i'm super hungry now! i was going to a buffet actually, then because i came home, washed up, my legs suddenly didn't let me go! i actually really wanted to go for buffet! i even fasted recess for buffet! but then i'm far too lazy to leave the house.. i think i'll just go straight to valerie's house and get ready for my mis-match party!!(:

2009-02-26T22:42:00.004+08:00

glasses??(:
well, this is one of the very rare days i remember that i've got photos to put up.. i always want to post my pictures up but i always forget when i get home!! well, since i remembered this time, why not just POST!!(:
well, it's just that i've just realised i seriously CANNOT see in class even though i'm not sitting very far back.. so i decided to dig for my old glasses and finally PUT THEM ON! so, i thought it looked ok untill my classmate came to me and said in my face that i'm ugly with my glasses on! so, ive just decided to not wear them anymore(: maybe i'll just save money go buy CONTACTS (*hint hint* mummy,daddy) and not need to wear glasses anymore!! maybe one day if you see me finaly not squinting when i looking at something far, it means i've finally got contacts!! but i seriously think i won't be getting mine anytime soon.. because even my sister has not gotten one pair herself.. what makes you think i'll get one?? hahaha! well, i just wish i can get back my perfect eyesight!! i don't like my glasses!! maybe if you didn't know, i've been short-sighted since i was p4!! which means i'm really a cannot-wear-glasses-long-term person!! if you ever see me on the street with the pair of glasses i was wearing in the photos, it's a miricle!!! it's just to bring up a point that, I DON'T LIKE WEARING GLASSES!!!(:

2009-02-23T19:13:00.005+08:00

it's a sad sad monday! today marks the start of the week!

it was just today that i've realised that i've only got another 3 more weeks to my first holiday of this year! not counting the public holidays and the skipping of school.. time has really passed really quickly! well, it's not that it's not a good thing but, because i'm starting to get the hang of school days, it's going to be hard to switch to the holiday mood then one week later, i'll have to switch back! i love switching to the holiday mood because it's so simple! but i don't like switching back to the schooling days mood because it's so hard! sometimes, i even forget what time i'm supposed to wake up in the morning and end up late cos i woke up far too late.. well, but at least i'm still able to come home, and turn on the computer and start blogging! i just realised, i blog almost EVERYDAY! which also shows how many things i've got to say everyday! well, maybe it's just time i started blogging less! maybe, once a week or so.

i haven't had my dinner and it's already 821pm.. i'm waiting for my parents to come home with my dinner!(:

2009-02-21T00:01:00.003+08:00

it's 1201am and i should be sleeping now cos i've got to get up at 630 tomorrow! hahaha.. i'm going for the planetshakers concert that starts at 9am!! so, we're meeting at 720am and i've got to do my hair and perpare etc.. so, i've got to be up at 635. if not, i might not make it! so, i'm still upi, i don't want to sleep.. i don't want to end today, i don't want tomorrow to come, besides edge, everything i used to look forward too has no longer been around. thank you Jesus for being by my side for the past 12++ years..and the following years to come. thank you Jesus(:
"we shout your praises, God of all ages. my life is found in You"

2009-02-20T15:24:00.002+08:00

it's friday!!(: i just did my nails pretty pretty.. pink with pattern(: i can't wait for the planetshakers concert tomorrow! but the sad thing is that i've got to miss the edge BBQ for that.. but well, it's ok! i want to go for the concert! i hope i can make it in time for edge! i don't wanna miss a second of edge!(: well, i just hope i'll enjoy my time tomorrow(:

2009-02-19T17:39:00.004+08:00

thursday is today. this week went by very very quickly, but was very packed too..
we had some emergency drill today.. they got us to gather at one of the carparks, the top floor!
it was like some mass sun-tanning event or something.. super hot!

<-- something you've got to catch!(:

a bad bad day! but turned out great thanks to God!(:

2009-02-18T21:03:00.002+08:00

alright, so today was a bad day.. first early in the morning, i could not find my home-econ stuff, then had to spend 580 to buy the things. then i found out that cos i spent the money, i had no more money to eat! but thank God i had home-econs.. so i just ate the food i made. then it was handbell... went for handbell, found out i made it in! i was hoping i didn't make it in so i could i change my CCA! but, i made it in): so, i went home, realised my wallet was not in the pocket it was supposed to be in.. panicked, prayed, found put it was in my big pocket in my bag. thank God!(: then went back home, took LRT and realised i lost my wallet! PANICKED! called mummy.. just then, Valerie messaged me, told her about my wallet so united, we prayed! then THANK GOD! my wallet was found, made it home(: thank God for everything today.. i believe without him, things would have been alot alot alot worse. thank you Jesus(:

2009-02-17T17:40:00.001+08:00

it's tuesday, and i've got handbell tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!! i don't like handbell! it's very very boring! anyway, i've got handbell tomorrow, it's going to be a very very long day! GO LAVETTE!(:

2009-02-15T21:53:00.003+08:00

it's a sunday night.. once again): school is tomorrow, the monday madness! i'm beginning to really feel God's presence around especially when i'm worshiping or doing my quiet time..slowly i'm starting to feel assured and secure because i know whatever i do, God's always backing me up!(: also thank God for all the people around me.. especially the one who have been listening to all my complaining and nonsense about how i don't like school so much that i just have to come up with so much nonsense and bug you, Thank you!(: sometimes, when it come to thanking God for what He has done for me, it's just too much that i can never ever count! they might be small, but still, thank God he helped me in all these ways!(: and i also really thank God for putting me where i am today!(: in VFC, in 3/4/5/6.. Thank God for everything!(: everyone.. i would just like to thank God for everything no matter what.. but yet sometimes i think, if God loves us so much, why give us things to worry about? then someone told me that if God doesn't give us things to worry about, we won't go to Him for any help.. by giving us these problems, God will also show us how he will help us and get us out from all the problems we're in.. which i felt really really made sence after i heard it.. God does everything for a purpose..(: thank God for you who is reading my blog and making my blog feel welcome(: Thanks!

2009-02-13T19:00:00.003+08:00

here i am blogging at 7pm.. and not getting ready for net!actually it's just because i'm already ready for net!(:well, once again, it's friday! this week passed really quickly, but as i look back, it's felt very long ago..the monday madness, the tuesday boringness the wednesday handbell the thursday weird subjects and the friday happiness.. i just wish that every weekday could just pass this quickly! that will make my life alot happier..
Thank God that this week's weekdays are over. i've been looking forward to tomorrow since last friday when i realized tomorrrow is valentines day. well, valentines day is no big thing but still, i LOVE it! it's the day where i show my love to all my loved ones(: well, those who are going to get a present from me tomorrow, you better give me a hug i tell you!(: haha..no it's ok if you don't want to hug me.. well, it's about time i start to really get ready for net.. nets at valerie's house today(: WIII!!!!!!(:

2009-02-10T15:22:00.002+08:00

hey yo all!(: well apparently i've got no handbell training today!! YES!! handbell only starts tomorrow.. isn't that really cool! it means actually this week, i've got only 2 unfree days! most probably i'll be staying at home all the time cos i can't really go out on week days.. but it's ok! at least i still get to come home after school.. it's alot better than staying in school for handbell.. even though home can be boring sometimes but, still it's alot better!(:

2009-02-09T15:14:00.002+08:00

whatsupp people!(: monday has ended, and it's just the start of a long week.. i'm going to be going to my first every CCA training since i've been into secondary school!!!so, i'm going to be packed up from tomorrow onwards!! this is the first week of 2009 that i've got only one free day! which is today! can you believe i'm going to be busy the whole of this week!! well, at least the best part is that i'm still able to blog regularly.. almost everyday!(: it's only been recently that i've started blogging because i've no more drama series to watch and i'm so bored online! other then facebooking, the only other thing i can do is blog! and play viwawa.. so, maybe once i've found a nice drama series for me to catch then you'll see me blogging very seldom! or maybe i'm just blogging to often! alright then, i shall stop!(: bye peeps!

2009-02-08T21:39:00.002+08:00

it's sunday night!): school's tomorrow.. the weekends always somehow seem really fast! yet the weekdays seem sooo long! there's going to be plenty of tests this week.. i'm totally not prepared.. english, math, history and so on... i'm getting a little agitated now, don't want to do my work, don't want to study for test, i'm even lazy to blog! well, since i'm lazy to continue blogging, goodbye peeps!(:

2009-02-07T13:49:00.002+08:00

hey all!(: it saturday afternoon and i'm about to get ready to leave the house for discipling!(: i slept kinda late yesterday, and woke up today with a swollen eye once again!): this time is a little worse because it's all red and itchy and small..well, it isn't that bad now compared to how bad it was just now when i just got up now it just feels weird.. it's not really red anymore..

i've got plenty of homework to complete!): hopefully i can finish it all by tomorrow.. school it getting crazier and crazier! i was just talking to my friend online just now and she was telling me how sec1 is not as bad as sec2.. she sec2 by the way.. i can't really believe that i'm actually going to go through more stress in the following years to come! it's ok! i'll pray(: i just got started on a new series, WE GOT MARRIED.. not really just but, it;s only now that i've started to watch it regularly.. it's kinda good because the people in it are really funny!
well, it's about time i started getting ready to leave the house.. goodbye peeps!(:

THANK GOD IT'S FRIDAY!!!!

2009-02-06T16:25:00.003+08:00

it's finally friday!! it felt like somehow this week went by kinda fast.. which is awesome!!!!!!!!!!! i came home today and jumped around my house for about 5min singing how happy i was just because it was friday.. i felt a little retarded but, it couldn't be helped! i was far toooo happy!(: actually, i'm still far too happy!(:
i went for some CCA selection today, didn't get into the CCA i wanted to): but i got into handbell! haha, well it's just some CCA where i ring bells to make music!(: it's kinda cool but at the same time, it's somthing i never thought i would have wanted to try.. trainings are on tuesdays and on wednesdays.. so, no more coming home early on tuesdays and wednesdays.. but it's ok! i still got monday, thursday and FRIDAY!!(: friday is the day i end the earliest(: that's why it's my favourite day.. because, it means that i've got no school for 2 days and i get to come home early(: i was home early today!!!!(:(:(:(:(:(:

my very red and very exausted face(:

2009-02-05T15:10:00.001+08:00

this was maybe about half a hour after cross country.. according to my friends, i was very very red before this picture was taken! try to imagine that!(:

4.3km!

2009-02-03T13:03:00.002+08:00

just came home from cross-country.. super tired! my legs are all pain! i actually completed 4.3km!(: i think i should run more often! it's was to torturing while running!i think i'll do better as a student then a runner!
i came online today, at 6++ to finish up some stuff. .achivement! i finished up my stuff before school!(: happy! then i went for school.. now i'm back!(:

2009-02-02T23:52:00.000+08:00

i went out today after school. had fun, went home late.. got a scolding but did not get grounded!(: anything's ok as long as i don't get grounded.. it's a really bad bad bad feeling to be grounded!!! anyway, cross-country is tomorrow! i think i'm just going to be gone in the first 500m! i cannot run! but it's ok! i'll run for the sake of running! it does not sound very convincing but, i'll still run! go lavette! run run run!(:(:(:

2009-01-31T11:33:00.003+08:00

hello! it's saturday morning and i'm awake cos i fell asleep yesterday while waiting for my sister to finish using the computer.. so, i fell asleep by accident and was lead back to my room without me knowing by my mom.. i'm a little upset cos i missed out the friday night fun! you know the kind of feeling where everyone is online and chatting while you are falling asleep because your sister decides to use the computer for a very long time and not let you use..so, i missed out on the friday night fun so, i'm looking forward to the saturday night fun!(: it's kinda boring being awake so early(i woke up at 930) because no one is online and their all sleeping because their all tired from their friday night fun!):well, it's time for me to get ready and leave the house.. i'll look forward to my saturday night fun!(:

it's friday!!!!!(:

2009-01-30T13:26:00.002+08:00

it's FINALLY friday!!! this week has not been very long though but, it's friday! not having school for 2 and a half days i the best thing besides long holidays!(:it's awesome that it's friday but, i've got lots of homework!): so, GO LAVETTE! i'll finish my work by sunday!(: add oil add oil!!!(:

2009-01-29T15:33:00.003+08:00

hey! it's thursday and i'm so happy that there is only one day of school to go!(: i look forward to thursday and a half every monday till thursday and a half because thursday and a half means half of friday which also means i done with one week of school!(: it's kinda of uncomfortable looking forward like this every monday till thursday and a half and counting down everytime an hour goes by! well, what to do? this is life of a schooling girl that just entered secondary school and is not liking it there! well, actually, i'm kinda little getting a little more comfortable with my classmates.. which is such an AWESOME thing! i'm so happy i'm starting to like my class a little more then usual.. because usual is liking them a little.. so if i like them a little more, it means i'm actually not that umcomfortable with my class! except for one or two really irritating classmates which i really cannot stand! i actually thought i was the only one having problems with the irritating ones in my class but guess what! i'm not!(: there are actually people who find them irritating too!(: i think it's not that bad because in class, i stick my circle of friends most of the time.. it's kinda a little hard to communicate with my other classmates..so, i just decide to stick to the people that i can communicate with easily(: classes have been boring.. especially the language classes..( english and chinese) it's kinda really easy to fall asleep in language classes! i don't know why but, it's just extra easy.. maybe it's just a lack of sleep.. homework is getting lesser and lesser!(: but once it comes, it's alot! and lazy me, hates to do my homework and always ends up finishing up my homework in the night on my bed! it's somehow getting so hard to sleep early nowadays! most of the time, when i just get ready to sleep, i remember that i've got assignmets/homework to complete!then i force myself up to finish all my homework.. by then, it's usually very very late already.. that's why i'm always sleeping in class! blame the homework!!!(:

school's back

2009-01-27T21:55:00.002+08:00

the second day of CNY IS OVER.. which means school is back): it's really upsetting when i think of school.. i don't like it!): but, if it's God's plan, i can't say no..these few days are going to be hard.. just to think of the fact that i skipped school twice in a row, there is sure to be alot alot of homework!!!!

it has been so boring recently that i have no other thing to do but to blog! well, i do like that fact that i'm on holiday(till i go to school tomorrow). but, boring holidays are the worst! it was kinda cool during the last dec holidays because i had alot of school and church friends asking me out(:i practicly stayed home very little because i was just out almost the whole holiday!(: i'm looking forward to the june holidays.. cos it's going to be really hot and i wanna go to the beach to burn! i remember the last time i went, it rained! horrible experience!): so, i really wanna go.. actually to think of it, i can go during the march holidays! which will be alot alot alot better because it's nearer!(:now i'm all excited for the march holidays to finally come!(: well, all i can do not is wait and wait even more..it's kinda really sian because, for the holidays to finally come, i have to go to school and hope that school ends fast.. but i also dislike school so much that i don't wanna sleep cos i don't wanna go to school the next day! mix feelings.. i'm starting to get a little moody now because i'm just thinking about how my teacher is going to nag at me again for not going to school.. argh! school really sucks.. hopefully i'll get a little more used to it and LIKE my school A LITTLE MORE.. i'll just have to keep praying and asking for more love towards my school(:

I CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH CHRIST!!!!!!( which includes liking my school)

it's CNY!!!!

2009-01-25T22:10:00.003+08:00

it's chinese new years eve today... hmm, i'm all excited for all the ang paos to start coming in! it feels like as if chinese new year this year came pretty quickly! it's a funny feeling cause i'm totally not prepared and in the mood for chinese new year.. but, it's here! haha! the happiest things are the ang paos and the new clothes! that's the best!(: i kinda really like my clothes for this year.. and my BAG!!! i think i'm the thing i'm most satisfied with among all my new things is my new bag! i think it's really cool! i've been buying all kinds of weird bags for the past few chinese new years but i think this year, i got the BEST bag!(: i finally can carry my own pretty bag because my sister usually only has the pretty stuff.. like the pretty bags, the pretty shoes,pretty clothes , pretty face.. but finally this year, i've got a pretty bag! and pretty clothes and pretty shoes..(: i'm really excited to wear my new clothes for chinese new year! i think, next sat and sunday, i'll see alot of people with new clothes! everyone is eager to wear and show off their pretty clothes!(:

it's sunday! and i dread sunday nights because it means monday is tomorrow): but i have no school! i have a feeling this week is going to pass really quickly.. because i only have to go to school for 3 days this week!(: it feels really funny because when i just finally settled into the holiday mood, school starts.. it gets a little annoying when i see my closer friends(joyna chua) sleeping late and getting up after i END school.. just because they are on holiday till april... while here i am, waking up early having to go to school... but the best thing about my school is that it starts late!(: it starts at 755am on normal days and on wed, it starts at 830am! which means i actually can sleep alot more then how much i used to sleep in my primary school days.. but, as you know, as you grow older, you tend to sleep later.. so, most of the time, i get really little sleep and end up sleeping in chinese class because i think chinese is pointless! we're living in a country where people are english educated!(: hopefully i don't get a job next time that i have to speak in chinese.. i think i'll just get fired! or maybe i won't even get hired!

it's 1030 now, and i'm starring at my computer screen and thinking what to type because i'm simply tooo bored! no one is talking to me on msn because everyone is at reunion dinners..
hiya, maybe i should just go around looking through peoples blogs and tag tag tag!(:

i've got a tagboard!(:

2009-01-25T22:05:00.001+08:00

i've FINALLY got a tag board ofter finally finding out how to put it in my blog.. so, please leave a message behind so i know you were here ya!(:

2009-01-23T10:57:00.002+08:00

hello! i think it has been a million years since i last blogged so, here it goes! haha(:
the last time i blogged was christmas, after christmas, was WATCHNIGHT!!!! it was awesome!(: it's my first time joining the adults for watchnight because for the past 11 years of my life, i've been counting down with the younger generation.. it was a good experience!(: i had loads of fun! i ate at newton, the food there was really good!it was quite late at night so alot of the stalls had their things sold out.. so, i din't get to eat what i was looking forward to.. which is a million things! haha.. after watchnight was, SCHOOL! the first 3 days of school was orientation! which was horrible! we played retarded games like remembering everyone's names when we all came from the same school so, we all knew each other! we finished the game in mins! when it was supposed to take hours.. then they moved on to even more retarded games like mother cow!?! it was just horrible! that just went on till 9pm! at night.. on the second day, the same kind of retarded things went on till 6pm.. and on the third day, they went on till 9pm! again! it was tiring! when school FINALLY started, it was a wednesday.. we had almost no classes cause we had to introduce outselves, AGAIN to all the teachers... when we officially started class was maybe on friday.. the work is crazy! math! history! the two subjects i hate the most! they're just nerve breaking! it's crazy! well, it's the CNY period now, getting NEW CLOTHES!!!! it's the best part of new year!i spent an exact amount of $100! haha! HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!!(:

Merry christmas!!

2008-12-27T23:20:00.002+08:00

Merry christmas everyone!! haha.. i know it's a little late to say it now.. but, christmas has 12 days!! haha it's never too late(:anyway, if i din't get you a present, i'm sorry..anyway, school is going to start soon.. ): even though i don't like my school, afterall it's still my school.. so,i'll learn to accept it.. hiya..

Youth camp!

2008-12-12T17:35:00.003+08:00

I just came back from youth camp o8, Take the city!!!!!! wooohoooo!!! it was an awsome experience, i just know, that God has done something in my life! the pastor was just awsome! and during praise and worship, i could free God's presence there!! Thank God for everything!! TAKE THE CITY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's my results!

2008-11-19T14:43:00.003+08:00

i think i was just saying that time passed so quickly..i was just saying like how i was already preparing for my prelims.. and was saying i'll soon be telling everyone my PSLE results.. well.. it's tomorrow!! so scary.. i'm really really scared... i'm just hoping tomorrow will not come at all.. but still.. it will come..so.. i'll just have to face it if i don't do well.. but i'm sure Jesus will help me.. i honestly am very afraid that i don't reach the expectations that i set for myself.. so, i still hope i will not be to sad tomorrow because if i'm sad means i din't do well. but if i'm happy means i did well:) so i just kinda hope i'll do well:) i put my trust in Jesus:) just to think of it, i'm already going to secondary school.. it's quite a funny feeling.. i dunno how to explain it..it like i haven't excepted the fact that i growing up so quickly.. from that tiny little crying baby that i was.. i'm now moving on so secondary school..it's a little unbelievable.. i'm sure going to miss my primary school friends though:) so, keep in touch la:) haha:)

2008-08-19T21:21:00.006+08:00

mind your step!:)

Don't worry.. we're a little.. you know, retarded:)

but we can act cute though..(bluh)

that's what emo kids always do.. i'm just learning from them..

we're babies!:)

little miss sunshine!:)

It's my prelims!

2008-08-19T21:04:00.004+08:00

heh heh.. hi! well my prelims are up! a little nervous.. cos you know, prelims is the harder version of PSLE~~~wah!!!! it getting a little scary.. cos, you know, PSLE's coming! ok lah.. as long as i study hard, pray and i'm sure God will guide me through..tomorrow's gonna be MT paper.. i'm quite confident with chinese la:)我的华文满不错的。。只是很少讲。因为怕讲错。:) haha.. not bad right:) haha..well, if you're P6, 加油！haha:)

my makeover....

2008-07-25T14:46:00.003+08:00

my eyes are a little small..
being creative

my very own home made makeover!
make up and photography was done by mummy..
being creative once again!!

2008-07-19T17:33:00.004+08:00

i love grandma!

and, i love to get fat!!

the best daughters get the best fathers' day presents for the best father.

and, i'm celebrating my birthday!

2008-07-19T17:23:00.003+08:00

i have been up to knitting recently.. alittle popo but it's ok.. if you look carefully, you can see alot of holes.. the nicer parts(the parts without holes) are done by my mom. i am hoping to make a scarf!!! woo hoo!!

2008-06-19T22:16:00.002+08:00

hi! i've finally got a straightener! i have been wanting one since my old lousy one had an ants nest inside..my parents decided to get me one as my birthday present as you know my birthday's coming..haha.. well i am not very excited.. it is not in my head that my birthday's coming in a few days..well. at least i'm not old!haha no offence to the older people:)

2008-06-07T18:27:00.010+08:00

early this year, my school's cheerleading team took part in a competition. some pictures of us!! got champion!!!!

My Birthday's coming!

2008-06-04T14:48:00.002+08:00

My birthday's almost here..so excited.. i always wanted to get a surprise party by my friends!(*hint**hint*) haha.. anyway, looking forward to school, time just passes so quickly.. just awhile i was getting ready for my CA1 now, i am going to get ready for my prelims!! It's crazy, before you know it, i'll be telling you guys how much i got for my PSLE. wow.. just to think about it, just not long ago, i was just saying how stressed i was now, half a year has gone by!! wow.. time just passes so quickly..

holidays!!

2008-05-27T21:04:00.002+08:00

the holidays are finally here!! wow!! just to think of it, i was just counting down on how many days more to the holidays.. and just so quickly,the holidays are here!!!recently, one of my friends said i have not been blogging.. true la.. that's because i have so much work to do!! I finally understand the stress of taking an important exam!!wow..the stress is really, hai!! anyway, i'm sure i will be able to 克服 this 难关:)

2008-05-23T16:29:00.001+08:00

haha.. i stuck fake eyelashes to try how nice they will look on me.. of cos, it was not done by me.. i cannot do it so well. haha:)

2008-04-23T12:16:00.002+08:00

hello.. just a little about how i have been recently. well,i have been coping with all the stress very well.. which is a very very very good thing!!(applause!! x10) ok.. er.. the homework has been getting more and more.. but i'll survive..as i am coping with the stress, i am also trying soooo hard to get some sleep!!! sooo tired la.. falling asleep in class sometimes.. just wish i can sleep till late noon everyday.. anyway, i have been very happy recently, because everyday passes so quickly.. usually one day feels like 10 days.. but now, one day really feels like one day!!:) of cos, i would really have to thank all the friends around me that have been there for me..praying for me and helping me all the way!! THANK YOU!!(x10) so.. continue praying for me.. and helping me to 加油!!
(jia you)

2008-03-22T11:14:00.002+08:00

hey.. my exams are over.. did really badly... but i'm sure i will be able to do alot better... cheerobics was last sunday.. CHAMPION!!!!! happy(x10) Thank God!! really happy.. proud of the whole team.. very happy they did so well..cannot manage to upload the pictures into blogger..so..(:.. i'll try.. so,have fun reading my blogg....(:

2008-02-22T22:22:00.003+08:00

hello.. my phone has spoilt..and it's not very good...i have been using another phone..which the buttons have spoilt..but i'll live lah..i have been serverly under stress.. i think it's just like because it's PSLE year so.. but sometimes this stress it soooo much i just cannot take it.. i think it's just due to the new enviroment.. the new friends..the new teaching style.. and when everything pounds on you,it's just unbearable..but i'm quite glad i have made it all the way here.. to week 8.. but i'm still not doing very well..i have been missing school.. like been sick very often.. and it's just crazy..it's a kind of feeling i want to give up but i know i cannot..so i'm stuck in the middle.. not very sure which path to take.. the correct one but tiring one or the wrong one but the relaxing one.. so really dunno how to choose between these two..but i believe if i choose to go the right way, everything will go the correct way..my exams are on the 29th of this month.. so please pray for me!!(: but i believe if i WORK HARDER, i am sure to do really well.. i am very sure.(: wish me all the best!!(:

somthing i never knew..

2008-01-24T13:42:00.000+08:00

haha.. ya..something i really never knew my school had 4 free using computers..so cool man.. i have not been using the computer for the last few days.. but i finally get to spend my free time using the computer..yes!! i was waiting for the computer for quite awhile...till i finally got to use it.. i'm still quite shocked that we could get into any website that we wanted to get into...usually the school will block these kind of websites...which is really cool.. i'm really stressed in school nowadays.. i have been having counsilling sessions for the next few months..well.another 10 sessions.. for me.. so i will be going.. my other friends are waiting for me..

2008-01-01T14:24:00.000+08:00

allo.. my fever is alot better now..though i am still going with pills.. but..it has gone down..anyway..HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! haha.. it's a new year man..2008.. i finally understood something..that we should all be preparing for rain..which also means we should all be living our lives like God is coming tomorrow but plan our lives far.. you get what i mean?And having faith in God means not believing He Can.. but knowing He will..
"The Lord is my Shepherd, i shall lack nothing. He makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside quiet waters, he restores my soul. He guides me in paths of righteousness for his name's sake. Even though i walk through the balley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and staff comfort me. You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies. You anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows. Surely goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life, and i will dwell in the house of the Lord forever.." psalms 23.