Sunday, July 05, 2009

I'VE MOVED! :D
Thank you faithful readers of my blog.
I'm really grateful :D
ask if you wanna know where (:

Saturday, July 04, 2009

Thanks guys who've wished me 'get well soon'
it has really brightened my day! :D
I feel better already! (:



Feelings, bottled up, bottles up
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Sick, still

i didn't go to school again today. and today i went to the clinic.
i had to go through some retarded swine flu thingy.
but oh well, thank God! i don't have H1N1! haha
i seriously won't wanna get a stupid virus like swine flu. Thank God!!! X10000000000000 and more
but also at the same time it kinda sucks cos i cannot do alot of stuff.
like go out and have fun so on..
But, just in case la.. i'll be safe and stay at home
I pray i'll get better soon!


love me for who i am.

Thursday, July 02, 2009

sick

I DIDN'T GO TO SCHOOL TODAY!
well, not because i'm lazy but because i'm up with flu, sore throat, cough and headache
it's kinda bad especially the sore throat. i think i sound like a guy with a high voice now. HAHA
my sister said i has breathing very loudy last night and she couldn't sleep. it's getting weird because i just had like 12 hours of sleep and then i just went to sleep again and slept a full 4 hours! so i've actually slept 16 hours! which = crazyness! anyways, i'll be going back to school tomorrow. ):
i hope i can learn to enjoy school

love me for who i am

Sunday, June 28, 2009

I really had fun :D








Happy belated birthday me! :D
i really had fun today. Even though there were times where i really got embarrassed, it was fun! :D
I really LOVE my gifts! all of them are just AWESOME!
THANKS
-Joyna and gang for the two cards, the little balls which contained little misses and mr mens and the towel! haha i think it's super cute seriously!! (:
-Evelyn for the flower! i'm trying my best to keep it alive! :D i love it!
-Gabrielho, Joyna, and James for the bag! it's nice! :D I really like it! (:
-Arthur, Ivan, Evelyn (i guess. i didn't exacly get who it was from, sorry! ) for the Bible! it's really pretty! i like it ALOT!
-Andes, Jonathan and Gabrielgnin for the slippers! even though their too small i still really like them! they're really pretty! (:
-Karina for the hairband! i'll wear it often! (:
-Estherlye, Dayna, Marcus, Clifton, Stanley and David for the card and the little stuff in the box! and thank you Esther for the photo! it's really nice! (:
-Valerie for the notebook and the card! it's cute and pretty! (:
-Shereen and Joshua for the baloon and the card! the card is really cool! it has 3 sides! :D
-Joycelyn for the STITCH. thanks for remembering that i liked that particular one! :D
-Pamelia and Stefanie for the key chain and the card! the key chain is really pretty! it has my name on it! :D
AND lastly! THANKS 3/4 FOR THE CARD! i heard that it was passed around for a few weeks!
Thanks ALOT! i really really like it! :D
THANK YOU EVERYONE WHO CAME TODAY!
i really enjoyed myself! :D
And, i really thank God for awesome people like you guys who make my day so much better sometimes!
I'm really VERY grateful to all of you who managed to make it and those who didn't and those who wished my happy birthday! :D THANK YOU SO MUCH!!
You guys are simply AWESOME!!

Many things are two-sided
But this feels like it's one-sided
So close yet so far
You're awesome girl. That's all i can say

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Byebye holidays, Hello school!

It seriously sucks when it's your holidays and you're at home and you've got nothing to do
Well, it's not because i didn't want to ask anyone out or anything
it's just that everyone is already out with their own friends! ):
well, and all i can do now is just stay home and blog about how much 'fun' it is to be at home ALONE!
Well, i did think if raving rabbits! but, my mom's student is at my house so i can't play raving rabbits! ): sucks! x2!
And i don't know if it's me, but my eyesight is getting alot worse!
seriously, i'm less then 50cm away from my computer screen and i already have to move closer to see the words
But seriously! me+glasses=totally UGLY
but me+contacts=daddy think it's too expensive and i would want both glasses and contacts if i do get contacts which also = MORE EXPENSIVE
so, conclusion - No glasses and no contacts ):
i wouldn't have wanted to get contacts and glasses if not for the fact that school is starting in less than a week! And i most probably won't survive in class without squinting my eyes! blehhh!!
I WISH I HAD PERFECT EYESIGHT
seriously man! it would have made things so much better!
especially when i'm watching movies! i will squint my eyes till my face looks like i'm constipated!
conclusion - Contacts!!!!!!!!!!!! + glasses too :D

Monday, June 22, 2009

My eyes are about to shut but yet, i'm here blogging about i dont' know what
it's super coolinh now because i'm in my room that's super cold and it's dim cos only one light is on and i'm wearing my jacket and it feel like sipping down a bowl of campbell wild mushrooms soup :D
But, i'm about to head off to dreamland so, BYE PEOPLE! :D

Sunday, June 21, 2009

I'M BACK PEOPLE! :D

And, the title says it all
I'M BACK FROM CAMP!! :D
and i'm not kidding you, it was great! Pastor Jude Fouquier is just AWESOME!
alot of times, when he's preaching and all, even though i'm DEAD TIRED, his messages still get to me.. Even though i had alot of things that i was unhappy about during camp, i still told myself that i'm here at camp for God! And not to let those unhappy stuff keep me from drawing closer to God.
AND TESTIMONY TIME
i'd really wanna thank God for many many many things at camp that he has done for me
one of them is this
i've always very badly wanted my friends to accept Christ.. and many times when i try to tell them and ask them to THEEDGE or even for net outreaches, the usually turn it down.. But many times i didn't give up! i continued trying and trying till it reached a point that i sub-consciously stopped talking to them and listening to the devil telling me that there's no hope anymore. And it went on for a long time. i didn't talk to my 10/60 list friends about God and didn't ask them to EDGE and to net.. Once in a while i would have tried.. but i would have asked expecting a rejection, and maybe because i didn't expect a yes, i didn't get a yes. And i slowly stopped talking to my friends about Christ, totally..
Until one session when pastor Jude talked about how everyone can become a "preacher" and preach to people or maybe in my sense, reach out to people.. And during the alter call, we had everyone get prayed for and when i got prayed for, i knew God was doing something. After the prayer and session, it feels like this compassion has stirred up in me and i'm looking forward now to reaching out to my friends.. even though honestly, maybe upon a 100% of compassion i have only 40%-50%, i'm sure it'll come, slowly.. And what really shocked me was that the night after youth camp, i was talking to a friend who was kinda like a back-slidded christian.. or maybe to me more like a girl that goes to church but yet, does things that i wouldn't think of as a christian.. And she was talking to me about some stuff about some things that she did and i suddenly started telling her things that i didn't even know i was saying! i was telling her things like why she should go to church and how she should be like. and it all just came to me.. i didn't think about how she would have reacted and i didn't think of how she would think of me next time. i just wanted her to be right with God.
I'm sure this is a first step in really reaching out to my friends.. Because now all i can say is
WHY BE ASHAMED WHEN I'M NOT SHAME!
I'm talking about God to them! And God is NOT shame! so why be ashamed when talking about God all over and everywhere i go IS NOT SHAME!
So, i'm going to go ALL OUT in telling my friends about God! :D
I'M NOT ASHAMED UNLESS I AM SHAME!
Amen















here i am, holding the best flag in the world!
EMPIRO'S FLAG!!
EM-PI-RO EMPIRO!!!!!!!

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

YOUTH CAMP!!! :D

I'm having loads of fun yet on the other hand, the same things are coming back, bugging me again.
I know this shouldn't be holding me back during youth camp but then yet, they just come back to me over and over again..
I prayed for many things and alot of them got answered (: Thank God!
Pastor Jude was awesome! i mean like, he's messages are totally AWESOME!! Real awesome (:
Thanks to Evelyn, at least had someone to talk to and complain to (: THANKS DEAR :D
And, I MISS JOYNA CHUA! ): ): ): Not like as if i have to see her every few days or something but, i kinda want someone to talk to and stick to ): kinda sad really..


"Dear God, i pray for strength, strength to carry on.."

Monday, June 15, 2009

All ready for camp

Here i am, in Melaka sitting at Kenny Rogers waiting for my lunch right before i head to KL for YOUTH CAMP!! YAY!!! I wasn't exacly excited till i this morning when i realised that youth camp is in less than 5 hours away!!! :D
It was kinda funny, coming for camp early.. where we had to get another hotel to stay at. Together with my sister and Eeling, WEIRD! totally akward! it was kinda funny cos i was put in the same room with them.. Well, at least i did have a little fun and I BOUGHT A NEW PAIR OF PANTS!!! i super-de-duper like them!! Even though they're kinda weird when i put them on but who cares! IT'S PRETTY!!! :D And the best thing is that i only paid half of the price!! cos i managed to bribe Daddy to pay half of it for me :D hehe! yay! so, it was RM39.90 but i only paid RM20 :D and daddy paid the rest! (: SUPER HAPPY MAN! at least i can save some money for shopping on wednesday (:
CAMP CAMP CAMP!! YOUTH CAMP!!! :D